I feel like i could drift away and never have to think of breath agen. I could dance for hours, and im going to do, im doing anouthe A level this year... in dance. Is it bad that one of the main reasons im doing it is because i feel ill everytime i see myself naked.

Esther told me about how she thought i was to thin when we were in school. "you look so much better now" no thankyou, take it back.

it makes me sick.

and the photographer did tell me to lose 25-30 lbs.

maybe if i was to cut of my legs, or my arms.